MY STORY

I didn’t know it then, but I would always come back.

My relationship with yoga has never been a straight line. I found it, left it, returned to it — and somewhere along the way, the practice became part of how I move through life.

01 / THE BEGINNING

An unlikely beginning

I first discovered yoga through a recommendation from a friend after recovering from a period of illness. My first experience was a private yoga session at home. I remember finding it incredibly difficult to stay still in a pose. I felt uncomfortable, annoyed, even agitated. So I stopped. At the time, I didn’t know that yoga would find its way back into my life.

Practice, pause, return.

02 / AMSTERDAM · 2020

Finding my way back

Finding my way back

When I moved to Amsterdam during Covid, I found my way back to yoga — first through YouTube, and eventually through The Breathing Space. It was there that something shifted. I began with Vinyasa, and later discovered Ashtanga Mysore. Somewhere between the repetition, the breath, the early mornings and showing up, I found a love and devotion for the practice.

Amsterdam, somewhere between lockdowns.

Amsterdam, somewhere between lockdowns.

03 / LEAVING & RETURNING

“I stepped away more than once. Something within me always called me back.”

“I stepped away more than once. Something within me always called me back.”

My practice has never been perfectly consistent. There were periods when I stepped away because yoga began to uncover parts of myself that felt heavy and confronting. But somehow, I always returned. Over time, I started to understand that perhaps this was part of the practice too — not perfection or constant discipline, but learning how to return and finally stay.

04 / 2023—NOW

From practice to teaching

I completed my Vinyasa yoga teacher training at The Breathing Space in Amsterdam in 2023, although teaching didn’t immediately become my path.


Then, during an Ashtanga retreat in Tenerife in 2026, something shifted. I began to feel a quiet urge to share the practice that had given me so much — and to create space for others to experience it in their own way.


Over time, I found myself wanting to share yoga with others, simply as an extension of my own practice and everything it continues to bring into my life

I completed my Vinyasa yoga teacher training at The Breathing Space in Amsterdam in 2023, although teaching didn’t immediately become my path.


Then, during an Ashtanga retreat in Tenerife in 2026, something shifted. I began to feel a quiet urge to share the practice that had given me so much — and to create space for others to experience it in their own way.


Over time, I found myself wanting to share yoga with others, simply as an extension of my own practice and everything it continues to bring into my life

Forever a student.

Now, sharing my practice of yoga.

Now, sharing my practice of yoga.

JSP on the Mat is a place for me to share this continuing journey — through practice, teaching, books, thoughts, rituals, and the little things that happen beyond the mat. I’m still learning. Still practicing. Still returning. And maybe that’s the point.

JSP on the Mat is a place for me to share this continuing journey — through practice, teaching, books, thoughts, rituals, and the little things that happen beyond the mat. I’m still learning. Still practicing. Still returning. And maybe that’s the point.